Season of changes (now with pictures)

When I was TTC I use to get sad every time the seasons changed… specially now during the fast approaching holidays.there is a song in Portuguese that says: “the seasons have changed but all is still the same in my life”… and that was how I felt, but now is different… as the leaves change colors I see major changes going on in my life. In the past 2 weeks my body has gone through major changes, I feel pregnant for the first time. My belly popped, I’ve moved full time into maternity clothes, I feel some little flickers on my belly… just so amazing. I am still very nervous about the big u/s at 20 weeks; I can’t wait to hear that all is well with my baby. For now it feels that I am looking from outside into somebody else’s life … it is surreal , it is magical… but so fragile and delicate because I know that it can be taken way just like that… For now I will enjoy this new season in my life, season of changes, seasons of blessings. My prayer is for all women longing to have a child to go through those seasons… I will never forget where I came from, the pain of feeling stuck. I am forever grateful for your friendship and support. It means the world to me

I love fall!


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