9 months

Yes, my baby girl is 9 months old. Her personality is just amazing. She is sweet , playful, loving, smart, knows what she wants, . Cruising has been her favorite thing. She goes everywhere holding on to the furniture. 9 months is such meaningful age, I guess is a kind of rebirth for both us.
Happy new year for all of us. Its has to get better right?
Thanks for all you support. Today I feel a little stronger , but fear still has a grip in my heart. Yesterday a friend came over and it was so good to have her playing with Lyla while I could put things in order. Why is it when everything else is a mess we feel a urge to clean? I took all my Christmas decorations out. It just seemed so out of place all these cheerful decorations around the house . As I boxed the tree, the ornaments I could not help but wonder where will I be next year when I open that box to do it all over again. I guess only time will tell us. I worked so hard on my 20's to have my life all figured out and now I am forced to start all over again... I can do this, I can do this!
But enough of that, Happy 9 months sweet Lyla: