I need some rests , I need to sleep, I need to have a worry-free day, I want not to have to make any life altering decision for one month at least, I need my boss to get off my back for a second,I need for my experiments to start working again because I MUST publish my paper, I want not to have to worry about visa issues, I want to tell my DO TO list that it can wait a little longer, I want people to stop telling what to do with my life, I need a migraine free week, I need that my daughter stays healthy, I need for time I need somebody to share this load with me!!!!!!! because I am Tired, overwhelmed and frustrated...
Most of all, I need her to keep me loving me FOREVER. The fun we have makes things much easier
Sorry, just needed to vent. I am glad that it is Friday and I have a vacation to look forward
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Sometimes does not hurt to wish: My boss actually told me today that since I have been working so hard that I could leave work early today at 2:30 pm.OMG!!!!!!!!. I will be a little selfish and use this time to myself and pick up miss Lyla at regular time at day care.
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i don't know you, but i think of you often. i know you and your LO just got settled into a new place, but maybe you could think about being roomates with another mommy/child(ren)? it really does take a neighborhood to raise a child, and i just cannot imagine how hard it is for you to be doing all that you do all by yourself. could your mom or a sister come live with you? you need a break/sleep/quiet/time off.
Thanks Lori. My entire family lives in Brazil, miles and miles ways from me. I do have good friends and good support system but at the end of the day it is just the 2 of us. Thanks for your support
Oh my friend, I'm sorry it's been so hard and I hope that some of the things get easier soon.
I'm sorry it's so hard. My DH has been out of town for 2 days and I'm exhausted without his help. You are one STRONG woman, Cibele.
I'm so sorry. I truly, truly do understand your stress!!!!
I love this picture of you two. So cute.
Yikes-you're right-too much stress! Hey, I am an immigration atty--how can I help!?!?!? You have my real email --email me. I'd love to help you out if i can.
xoxo
Oh sweetie, you have been through so much lately!!!
But your LO is BEAUTIFUL and growing up so fast!
((hugs))
Hang in there momma, you are doing a fantastic job!
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