Wednesday, June 10, 2009

it is hard

I know that million of women raise their children alone and I can do it too... but I am really really TIRED , actually exhausted... It is so hard, so hard. Lyla's sleeping strike is getting the best of me. My boss is driving me crazy at work, so much pressure to work longer hours, still no resolution with the car situation... I am so tired, I need a day off from all of this. Sorry about another vent, I am just so tired (I know I already said this one million times LOL)

Disclaimer: I don't want a break from Lyla. I don't want to sound ungratful, it is not her, are the circumstances. I do get some help from her father, it has just been a hard week.

7 comments:

areyoukiddingme said...

It IS hard. But you can do it.

Serenity said...

Aw hon. You have every right to complain. The world really does look bleak when you're not sleeping.

Here's hoping you get some REST soon. Is there any chance Lyla's daddy can take her for a night so you can sleep? I don't know what sort of terms you have with him, so it might not be possible.

*HUG* Wish I lived closer so I could help more. Hang in there. You're DOING it.

xxx

Caro said...

Oh love, it is hard. I'm thinking of you.

LJ said...

Vent all you need. After 1 week on my own with the little man, I can't imagine and have the utmost respect for you doing such a phenomenal job with Lyla.

Somewhat Ordinary said...

I know exactly how you feel. Sometimes we just need a break - I'm not all alone, but I sure feel like it sometimes.I have so much respect for you!

N7 said...

You are totally not sounding ungrateful- you are sounding stressed out and overwhelmed and I wish I could buy you a huge smile and mail it to you and have it make your day or week!

Bela said...

I second the comments. I have MUCH, MUCH respect for you.