Saturday, October 06, 2007

Trying to stay positive

Here I am , still spotting. Very light brown discharge once a day early in the morning. I am trying to remember what the doc said, that I would have some more , but every time I see that on the TP my heart sinks. I am trying to stay positive and not freak out again, but I am scared. Last night I was very uncomfortable, mostly because my serious constipation and gas issue, but now I don't know if it is actually cramping. I went to work yesterday but I am very unmotivated and unfocused. Today I started cleaning the house (it is a HUGE MESS) than when I went to the bathroom there it was again... so I decided to just rest , rest and rest... I am 11 weeks today. Almost 3 months , I cant believe it!!!! I hope that this goes way and that that this dark lifts off. Please baby , stop scaring mommy

14 comments:

KatieMc said...

C'mon baby, quit spitting out that brown stuff. :-)

AwkwardMoments said...

Saying a prayer for you, rest and prop your feet up and get that hubster to wait on you

Dr. Grumbles said...

Rest, rest, rest.

Thinking of you.

hope548 said...

I'm really sorry that you have to worry so much about this pregnancy. Please try to do some calming things for yourself. You don't have control over what's going on in your body, but if you could calm your mind, you could have some peace! I hope you find some peace soon! You're in my thoughts.

Julia said...

I know you heard this before, but brown is old, and since you saw baby doing ok after it showed up, it is most probably nothing. But when they see you for the big anatomical scan, ask where the placenta is. If it's low-lying, it could've done that (nothing to worry about for now, but would have to be watched).
The constipation, though, is both uncomfortable and can be confusing. Have you talked about stool softeners with your doc at all? It could help and maybe would at least eliminate that worry.

LJ said...

Now now little one. It's not nice to torture your mom like this. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD SHE HAD TO WORK TO GET YOU HERE??? :)

Mandy said...

Thinging of you Cibele, and hoping that TP changes to brilliant snow white very soon, and stays that way for the next 6 months.

Erin said...

I'm so glad you stopped cleaning. Messy as it may be, you need to rest!

Now - to that brown stuff - QUIT IT!

Loren said...

NO MORE SPOTTING FOR YOU!
rest, please. take it easy, take deep breaths. I hope that worrisome spotting goes far, far away...thinking of you.

hopeful to hateful in 28 days said...

I'm thinking of you and keeping you and baby in my prayers.

Courtney said...

Thinking about you and hoping that the spotting completely disappears...IMMEDIATELY!

Anonymous said...

Must be worrying for you, I hope all is ok and do just rest, its important! X

Delenn said...

Thinking of you. I hope everything is okay.

Somewhat Ordinary said...

Thinking of you!! Hope the spotting has stopped by now.