I woke up very overwhelmed today. I am not ready for this week, can I get a do over of the weekend? . It has been very hard to concentrate at work. My boss is pressuring to work longer hours. I feel guilty that I am not being very productive with my research. Lyla is still having trouble sleeping...she woke up 3 times last night. I am so tired. Being alone is very exhausting, both physically and mentally. I am not depressed , but I am really sad, mad, disappointed, lonely... She has been a source of strength and inspiration. She learned how to clap this weekend. It is so funny!!!!! She has also mastered the use of the walker , so cute. I love her to pieces and more and more she lets me now how much she loves me as well. I hope she does not think that my tears are because of her.
A special thanks to my friends here, that have helped me so much.
I must go now, time to swallow the tears and go on with my life.
A good week for everybody
6 comments:
I hope you survived today, Cibele. I hope tomorrow will be a little better.
My hope for you this week is that you find a way to laugh. Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion. I wish I could be there for you. Hugs.
Sorry hon. I hope things get better soon. I know the no sleep thing doesn't help.
at least when you're busy at work the time away from her goes a little faster, though it is so hard to be busy and exhausted. hope you get some sleep soon!
I've been thinking about you, hon. Sending you virtual hugs and love. Here's hoping that she slept a little better last night and you're not as tired today.
xxx
sending you warm thoughts and lots of hugs
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