why are Sundays and nights are so lonely?
Why mornings are so overwhelming?
why staring over is so scary?
Why the past and the present seem so disjointed?
Why is the future so uncertain?
I am not looking for answers, I am just dwelling on my feelings for a little while.
I know that we will be okay and soon Sundays and nights will no longer be lonely, mornigns will be exciting and our present will be happy, the pain from the past will be forgotten , and the future will continue to be uncertain, but no longer scary!
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All the rest will resolve itself, but mornings will be overwhelming until Lyla is old enough to get herself up and ready for the day.
And the future is not so uncertain...in the future, you will love your daughter and she will love you (no matter what she says).
It will get easier. You have had to adjust to so many new things so quickly that it can knock you off balance. You will find one Sunday that you and Lyla will laugh all day then things will start to feel more together and it will all start to become promising again.
*hug*
Thinking of you, hon.
Sending loving hugs your way. I am haunted by questions without answers these days too.
mornings, in my experience, might always be a little overwhelming! i don't know why either. i hope you find some peace from all the questions soon.
Cibele- I am so sorry about baby girl being sick and then YOU! Hopefully everyone is doing much better. Rest does seem to help some, but the problem is GETTING that rest!
Sometimes we never find answers to questions like the ones you posed. But it's healthy to dwell and wonder and try to sort it all out. Maybe the answers come to us eventually or we get through things so we don't have these questions anymore.
Sending you and honey girl love and hugs xoxo
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